Life in Reality of a Particle of Light
Marcus William Lowry
I start as a particle in the center of the Earth. I can look around me and see the inner shell of the crust. It is cavernous and shaking. The vibrations of the magnetic forces are felt in their entirety. The Earth is empty, I then start to spiral upward. Once I reach the ground level I look around and I am connected with everything on this planet. The colors are so vivid and clear. The thoughts of harmony allow me to see magnificent patterns of color which coincide with the sounds they make. I know I have been given the gift of experiencing the physical world. The feeling of everything within this physical world courses through me as a particle. It allows me to see, yes I am a particle, but within me lies infinite space and an understanding that time is not real. I know I am time and time is me. I ascend into the atmosphere. However, it is really not an ascent. I was the atmosphere the entire time, but I just now notice.
During my ascent into the air the true world is revealed unto me. It is a particle just as I. A particle with the same infinite space within it as is within me. It is crying for help, around the Earth is an aura of death. Fear begins to take over but then I am relieved, for around that aura of death an even greater aura of harmony is beginning to envelope it. I feel sadness, but I know it is not where I belong. Once I reach space, where I am meant to be, and always and forever will be, I begin to understand freedom. It is a place where anything is possible. I soar through space, visiting solar systems and galaxies that have not yet been discovered. Seeing them in such great detail and clarity it would be impossible to place in words of understanding. A comet comes barreling past me. I become part of the tail and I am filled with warmth. I am unrestrained by the forces of the earth which bind me to a reality which is not real. It allows me to see the infinite amount of energy that is all around us. I cannot control my path. I can only observe as I am taken for the ride. This is because I am only being allowed to view these things by a force greater than myself. My journey of this world and the worlds to come are morally guided by this force.
Space begins to bend around me as I am taken through the center of the galaxy. I am in this for all time now. The stars and space disappear; there is only blackness for a moment. Then, it is all revealed to me. The solar system in which we are a part of is greater than any worldly science can see. It has a bright energy radiating from the center. It makes the transparent colors of the galactic dust shine through. I know we are that dust. Once I am here, this is where it gets interesting.
I am now part of the life force which creates the spin of the galaxy. It is warm and comforting. It lets me know everything is going to be alright. It tells me I have a purpose, one greater than I can know. It also reminds me to stay humble and project respect for life amongst all creatures I contact. It reminds me that although I am infinite, in each dimension I have specific regulations which I must abide. If I do not, then I am not infinite. Each infinite reality can only be seen when the sources of infinity come together to create a physical world. If infinity is attained in a finite dimension, then existence will cease to exist. I know what this force is and I am a small part of it. It allows me to do these things, but not understand them. It offers me life but not vision, Death but never dying, Thought, but never true thinking.
This has been an amazing journey. I now go back to Earth. Moving backwards at an alarming rate between the folds of time and space. Back to Earth where my glow will touch everything in existence shine and may venture without fear. The life of a particle is never ending and its soul they hold dear.
